Memories come flooding back
Memories of you and I, together
Forever you said, forever promised
A forever that shall not come
That was then, this is now
Things have changed, I wish they'd not
Memories come flooding back
Memories of your and I, together
I remember you kiss, oh so sweet
I remember your touch, softest bliss
Your hand in mine, happiest yet
Memories come flooding back
Memories of you and I, together
You loved me, and I loved you
Happy together, wanting forever
Now you tell me its over, I am crushed
Memories come flooding back
Memories of you and I, together
So that's it huh, I beg you please
Don't walk on me, I l
A new love, A new confusion. by Lord-Draken, literature
Literature
A new love, A new confusion.
The blue of your eyes, paling the sky
The blond hair, making the sun seem dim
That first time you seemed so shy
I started a conversation on a whim
So much in common we shared
I fell in love with you day
That day it was for you I cared
Hanging on everything you would say
We talked all that week
Oh, what bliss
Then I went for what I seek
Loves own kiss
I asked you out
You said yes
I couldn't hold back the shout
More happiness then anyone could guess
We shared each others loves
We were in bliss
The crows turned to doves
I hoped one day for a kiss
Then that horrible day
When I would have been dead
How it happened I can not s
For you I did what I refused to do before
I changed, I became something else
For this I have no regret, for this no saddness
For one reason or anotherit brings me joy
Will this joy change as well as I have
To you I vowed, in my own secret way
Behind you I followed, worshipping along the way
How I've been a fool
How I've lied to myself
Thinking you loved me
Thinking I found love
That one night I felt like a king by your side
I was the happiest I've been in awhile
Hold you in my arms I felt in heaven
Feeling you close I never wanted to let go
To dance forever on that floor in bliss
That night I felt I had finally reached the pea
Do you belive that love will come?
Do you belive in hope and glee?
I to once did, my fools mistake once made
I learned the truth, love is but a illusion
Illusions are fine but trust in them and you will get lost
Ones own distrucion(sp?) will come from within
Your heart will be your downfall and your love your death
You think your different from the rest, that you will live that love
I pity you when you will fall
Love is an illusion
An illusion that will bring death
Love is an illusion
An illusion we must drop
When will you learn, when will this stop
You can't take much more, your losing all ground
You must fight this illusion
saddness from lost love by Lord-Draken, literature
Literature
saddness from lost love
I feel the sword stab through my chest
the pain making its way through me
this all came from what I thought was best
but for a fallen love this must be the fee
from something that was great
it turned into nothing but fallen dreams
It turned out I was just a strong headed fool
love really isn't what it seems
now inside my mind is an endless duel
the forces of love
the forces of hate
one in the form of a dove
the other in the form of something the haunts the late
both are in a deadlock and saddness is made
I begins its path through my mind
destroying my sanity like a demons raid
where is the end which I wish to find?
Love is an evil mistress
she causes people to fall in love
only to be crushed in the end
love has no mercy for any man
love has no mercy for any beast
love is a cruel mistress
who knows where she next strikes
I hope that love's arrow will never hit
like it did that last summer
it left me speechless for a girl
who had no love, why was it I
that was delt such a unfair hand
when everyone around has a good one
why must I live without a love
while others all find theres?
It is love that I have found
In loves path I have layed
I have been by love crowned
I've never been able to get you off my brain
I remember that first kiss
the feel of your lips upon my own
It was pure heavenly bliss
thats when I was shown
I give myself to you
knowing these feeling be true.
The shots came from above
like a rain of firey death
those that try to escape meet death
not from the enemy from above
but instead by the gun of an ally
fear runs through my vains
seeing those around me die
blood is on the ground
orders are in the air
I hope to live to another day
The order to charge is given
it looks to be the last
I charge from the trench
gunfire all around
I see the hate in my enemys eyes
I see the same fear as I ahve
maybe there not a true enemy
but one who was ordered like me
I am close enough to see him pull the trigger
then it happens in slow motion
the bullet screams through the air
it impacts int
I sit here once again under this tree by the stream alone. Alone, I am always alone. I never spend my time with others I just sit here under this tree and watch them play. I watch them run and chase, jump and dive. I never fit in with the others. I was always the outsider, the loner. I don't feel the pain as much as I used to about it. I have become an emotionless individual. I have been through so much that I don't know how to feel anymore. I have lost so many close to me that my tears now are dry. I wasn't always like this, I used to be a happy kid that played with others. Sure I wasn't a very good kid during those days with hitting and hur
Wow almost a full 8 years since my last post. I had forgotten about this account. 8 long years have seen many changes, growing and adventures. I've had a rollarcoaster of a life since I last posted. And since this seems like my own little time capsule I might as well post again. Though I'm sure any followers I had have long since disappeared so this is more for me and any future look back I do. The last posting had me talking about a new relationship, having my own place and going back to school. Well I am still in that relationship! We just celebrated our 8th anniversary with a beautiful hike to Hanging Lake. As with any relationship there h
Well things have definatly turned around for me once I moved on out of a relationship that was really holding me down and limiting my abilities. I took a little break from having a relationship and got a job at a local petsmart. After awhile I started dating one of the other cashiers...well kinda of a bad thing when it comes to work because she's my superviser in a sense..oops..well I liked her from when I met her so I didn't let this stop me. This was back in october. Since then we've been going out and I've been a lot happier with life. She's gotten me to start actually eating meals on a regular basis. I have my own place now(wonderful thin
I dance a dance with memories lance. Trying to avoid those painful hits. Thoughts fill in the rest of my mind. Doubts, hopes, curiousitys. Many things have kept my mind busy as I lay awake at night. I've been getting very little sleep lately because of it. I stay up late and try to hide in books. Run away to a fantasy world. I've finished three books in a month thats also been filled with many other things. I've read Demon's and Angels. I've read Dante's Inferno. I just finished Eragon. Been working many hours at work. When I'm not busy with a customer my mind wanders and brings up painful thoughts and more doubt. I come "home" and hide in my